I don't like doing this. I know for a fact that I wasn't the only one who was worried, and I'm probably not the only one angry now. It doesn't seem fair to take such personal offense when he walked out on everyone, but you know what? I do. I do take personal offense. I'm sure it wasn't intended as a slight to me, any more than he intended to personally offend Rogue or Marrow or any of the others, but it feels like one.
I mean, tell me what I should think. My brother -- not a stranger, not a teammate, but my brother -- comes back from who-knows-where and makes no mention of it to me. He knows where I sleep. He could have come by, and if that wasn't possible, he could've left a note. Last I checked, there was no paper and pen shortage in the HQ. Would three lines have been so hard? 'I'm back. Sorry I skipped out. I'll see you around.' But there were no notes, only rumors. So, is it wrong to assume that the reason he didn't tell me he was back was because he didn't want to? That I was somehow being avoided?
I'm his sister. I wish I could say that I don't expect special treatment, but I do. I expect to at least hear that he's back from him, not from gossip. I don't care if it takes him a little while, or if he has to settle in, unpack, and tell other people first, but I expect him to beat the rumors to my door. I expect it. I don't think it's unreasonable.
I don't want to be unreasonable. I know I can't expect him to check with me every time he wants to go in or out, and really, I don't want to know. I don't want to explain myself to him every time I come or go, either. I just want someone who's related to me to occasionally take into account the fact that I have feelings.
((OOC: This uncharacteristic tirade brought to you by the number 5 and letter P. :) The log will be posted to the XMR log community as soon as I have it cleaned up.))